"I love you, I actually do. I love every little thing about you. I love your hair, and your eyes, and your personality, the way you light up the room when I see you. You have drowned me and drowned me in thoughts and emotions this past year.. and in a way it sucks, but in a way it’s the only thing I have close to you anymore. Everything is different now, it’s still the same in a way, but is absolutely different in so many ways as well. but I mean, we’ve grown up and matured a bit more. Maybe that’s why things have changed, because things are changing for everyone, everyday. Were changing everyday, and to be honest, I don’t really like it. I don’t like how were drifting apart now, and you don’t even care, I know you cared before. It was like before, we would both start the conversations with eachother, it was kinda like we were in this thing together, because we were, I liked it, and even though it was more of a friendship than a relationship, that friendship had a flame that no one could burn out. But now, that flame is smoky. It’s burned out. still the spark is there, but it’s burnt. Now, in such a long period of time, I start the conversation, it’s like I’m alone now, and you’re not here to save me like you were before. and i miss that like crazy, like.. you have no idea how much I still care about you. During those months of not talking to you, I was hurting so badly to know how you were doing, if you were happy again, if you just needed a friend, not even a friend, maybe just someone to talk to. The crazy thing is, I still get butterflies when I see you, I still get up in the morning and pick a certain outfit out to look good, for you. I’m still trying to impress you. and I know I probabaly shouldn’t, I guess maybe sometimes I feel like If Fate could give me another chance with you, I know I could get it right, We could get it right. We talk now here and there, I’m still always here whenever you need me. I would drop everything just to talk to you and help you out. When I see you, I don’t see anyone else around me. You were put into my life for a reason, a reason that I’m still determined to figure out. I won’t give up, I won’t give up on you. Even if you beg me too give up, I won’t. I am so sick and tired of giving up. sure, giving up doesn’t always mean you’re weak and that you’re strong enough to let go, but maybe staying when you know there is a huge possibility that everything could go wrong, can make you stronger too. I get frustrated about this sometimes, but not in a million years would I ever consider myself mad or frustrated at you. Ever. You are absolutely wonderful, and a great person, and great people, deserve great things, and that’s exacly what I want to give you. Great people deserve to be loved for who they are, and that’s exacly what I’m doing. Loving you, for who you are."